Talking to myself and feeling old........ (Remember Karen?)

"A beautiful family, a job which is "all play", a comfortable home.......", I hear me talking to myself (which happen to be quite frequent lately).

Why leave all this for the dusty roads; don't-know-where-to-sleep-tonight; oh no! out of gas!; trigger-happy-16-year old border officials; changing a flat tire in the middle of nowhere; Sudan.......!!!; стоп!! или я снимаем!!!!? And I can list a hundred more.

The other me (almost Gollum like) says, "If I don't do it now, I'll never do it, EVER! So there.

ps. oh yeah, стоп!! или я снимаем!! means; Stop!! Or I Shoot!!!!